Bigfoot! =D

2009-04-24T17:04:00.000-07:00

haha i don mind driving this!
0.o cant wait for service today!

2009-04-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

God i know that i promise not to do that again.. but end up i do it.. God how can u help me? will God forgive ppl that break their promise? Who can i talk to? I hate myself for doing it again and again. GOsh so emo right now. I am good for nothing!

2009-04-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

2009-03-30T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today I cant seem to focus when i was driving. There is something bothering me but I cant let it show. I cant and I don't know who I can talk to. So I have been trying to suppress it and pretend to be alright.

2009-03-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

4.5/5

2009-03-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

Gosh i gain 3kg in 2month!! The whole driving course I've been eating and i don want this cycle shit happening in my life! I'm just gonna stop eating! I don't want my weight gain back to 90+kg like last time. I'm scare people will laugh at me again! D=

Ps: Chalet is fun. But ate alot again sigh.

2009-03-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

Today awhile when I was driving on the road.
I wonder there is so many path which one I sld take
this one I get no where
this one I see the world
this one I live happily
see there is so many path
Which one to take?
Which one will lead me to happiness.

ps: So hard to find which friend is really good to u :/

2009-03-05T20:19:00.000-08:00

life is full of complicated misunderstandings
sometimes we miss out on the best of things
because we don't take our time too understand.
not always though,not always.

ps: Thx God for letting me pass my driving test ! =D

2009-01-17T18:26:00.000-08:00

Why am i this way?
Why my mood keep changing?
Where is the real me?
Icanfindmyself.
God where are u ?
GodIneedyoubadly.

2009-01-06T01:51:00.000-08:00

I feel like a kid again, waking up in the middle of the night because of a stupid nightmare.i dream about i cant pass my army driving couse. and dream about going to jail cuase i bang a car or car bang me T_T. I hate this dream!! I am sure that this is not from God!

2009-01-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

Welcome two zero zero nine! =)
So my New year eve was a blast. We kinda hopped around the whole night around the church, wishing everybody " Happy New Year!" haha.
Since it's the new year... so it makes me wonder what resolutions have i made so far...
and how many have i done so...well... i cant seem to be thinking of any resolutions made... is this bad???
i just solve whatever problems i meet in the yr... one by one... like army haha.
so what resolution should i make for 2009?
i really cant think of any lei....
Oh i know !
1. To pass my driving license in army ((i will not fail... for sure... ok...) =)
2. To grow strong in God and more faith!
3. Save more money don't spent so much in cloth!

hmm... i cant think of any other thing that i need to do for this year lei...maybe when i thought of it.. then i will add in to the list bah...hahaha..
i dun even know all these are considered as resolutions anot...
>.<

2008-08-28T23:06:00.000-07:00

Wife say:" Hey where is ur salary?"

Wife say :" Give me ur money now!!! ARGH"

Husband say :"No I not going to give u !! U take all my money then i eat what ? T_T"

Wife say :" No GIVE ME NOW!! I going out with my friend to shopping!"

Husband say:" ok la ok la give u all my money. Who ask u r my wife! T_T.
Wife reply :" Thx sweetheart! I will enjoy my shopping muackz :D"

2008-08-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

Dragon Clan =)

Many times I been thinking that I tend to get lost in what I do not have and forget what I have. God has certainly bless me good health and abundantly, more than I could ever ask or imagine it. Is just that the things that He has given to me are so easily taken for granted that I do not stop and give thanks for all the goodness in my life. Therefore God I want to take this time to thank you that you have done in my LIFE.

1. Thank you for giving me a good family that have good health to enjoy all the beauty that You have created around us.

2.Thank you for blessing me with all the things I need in my life like a comfortable bed LOL, more than enough food to eat. haha.

3.Thank you for ans-ing one of my most important prayer lately and I know that it has come from You. =)

4.Thank you for giving me a GOOD pastor and a Church (Heart of God church)

Wow that all I can think. Is it strange that it too me so long to think so hard just to remember 4 things that God has done in my life? How about u ? can u think of more then 4 thing that God has bless u ?

That all for tonight.
Goodnight and Goodbye =)
By the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR HOW! God bless.

2008-08-12T01:46:00.000-07:00

I was praying yesterday while I was feeling abit emotion by everything that was going on in my life. Between friends, family, church and money. I was beginning to feel like it was all a bit too much. So I prayed trying to get God to feel sorry for me and maybe do some type of miracle so that I could maybe feel better about myself. And somehow my mind was thinking and asking alot of question "why I find it so hard to grow in God? why I alway feel so frustrated by my level of spirituality? m i too immature?"

God I pray that "U will give me more greater faith and greater trust and had more confidence that God's will for my life was much better than any of my own plan." Aman

2008-07-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

Rather emo 2day.
=(

EMO EMO EMO!!!!!!!
Sad that i cant go service today !!

2008-07-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

Is time for me to update since I am bored!! haha I cannot sleep! Must be becuase i slept for the whole afternoon today. Gosh is 12.30am already!! haha. Cant wait to meet Kenneth and the rest tmr for gym again.

So do you still feel like buying 3G Iphone? Actually I do =D

ERP= Everyday Rob People
ATM= Alway Take Money
CMI= Cannot Make IT
CAG= Chao Ah Gua

I am really bored! I going to try to sleep now! night!

2008-07-13T10:27:00.000-07:00

"Red Cliff"
4.5/5 (Must watch)

Yea today after church service went to meet up benson and yi chao at amk hub to catch a movie! Is a long time since I meet them already.Ohya I invite BENSON to come my church next week to support my video. And he maybe coming woot! Got to pray untill he come yea? haha!! =)

Saturday

As for sat church praying meeting and service was great! But after service we went mad about sushian mac notebook webcam AGAIN! We keep spam our picture into her computer haha! let the picture talk =) I'm lazy to write again :P

That all! I'm tired. Night! =)

2008-07-10T08:44:00.000-07:00

Hey i am here to update! oh this happen today the Lord spoke to me this very clearly through a worship song. It been awhile since he spoke to me in my heart and I am overwhelmed with joY.

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your Holy Prescence
Living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word
Spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for You
And I, I'm desperate for You
I'm lost without you

The Lord asked me this question that i have not think of. He ask me "How lost are you WITHOUT me?"

I think if I honestly ask my heart, I can say, I am very lost actually. Well I alway have fear in my heart and I need confident to do the thing that people ask me to do!
God I really need your help. God I pray that you will protect me when I go army soon and give me more confident and take away all my fear. =)

2008-06-26T19:15:00.000-07:00

Have you ever got this feeling that you know that your meant for something big or greater but no matter how much you try you can never reach your goal?
argh yeah this is how i have been feeling. It suck la. To know that you have tried so hard but its just not enough. Sighs bullshit how people say that success is go through hardwork.. I starting to think another way :/

2008-06-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

Yes i am back! haha! i lazy to write. Let the picture talk bah =)

I got alot more pic but haven edit.. when i free and NOT LAZY i will upload :P haha!

2008-06-04T20:06:00.000-07:00

" i am having a good time in malaysia right now.. So i wont be blogging for sometime cause i am lazy :P"
Take care everyone =D

2008-05-21T09:37:00.001-07:00

The conversation is over. Let forget about everything nelson. I mean everything like "FRIEND". Every single man is of the same behavior and untrustworthy. It sick and the feeling sucks. It just a 2 word and i was just kidding. Dont have to insult and hurt me with your stupid vurglarities. I not doing something wrong. No i am not going to. Worst, backstabbers just cut through and the wound got deeper. I hate to say this. But these kind of people will have nothing in life. ahh nevermind God bless u then :/Thx God that i am in Christian now. Church friend are really diff from the friend outside i know. At least church people speak life and not death haha.

Dream Building

2008-05-03T12:04:00.000-07:00

Dream Building.. This year wasn't as emotional as last year. I guess all that we have been doing had touched us to give us our best. This year is another faith commitment that i am making. I don t know how long i can plan my finances cause i hardly plan, but i know that God is a big blesser!! AMAN =)

Even if He doesn't bless me, I just make do without things i usually have. It is so amazing to look at the pictures of our new building we just move in this year! So big and nice! haha that it for tonight post!God bless!! =)

oh ya I copy and paste. This from my friend blog and it sound so true for me.I really trying very hard to learn this.

Every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it. The only thing that is truly yours -- that no one can control or take from you- is your attitude, so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier.

Read, Word

2008-04-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

haha.I am back! So long nv blog already.
I just got the latest book I have in my hand now is Battlefield of the mind by Joyce Meyer and I am so addictive to it la! haha. It not so exciting in the beginning, But when you starts to understand why things happened in the earlier chapters. There are so many times when i stopped at a sentence and keep reading it over and over again, just so I will fully understand it.
I'm still reading it and can't wait to see how it will end...Don't worry if I have the time I will blog what the book say hahah =P

2008-04-17T10:06:00.000-07:00

I really must thank 2 person! SAMANTHA my leader in church..!And my 9 year friend SHERMIANE! You all really helped me day by day, week by week, month by month! I'm convinced that is what has bought me this far.

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, lift me up when I am down.

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, reveal God love for me when I doubt.

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, care for me when I feel unworthy and emo.

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, teach me when I don't understand.

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, make me laugh when I am sad(even I alway happy).

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, encourage me to be a better person.

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, make me glad I came to church when I didn't feel like it.

SAMANTHA and SHERMAINE continue to, show me how to honor God and help people.

Thank God for putting a great leader and a good friend to keep me going =)
Without my leader I think I have leave church long ago! haha.

2008-04-13T10:31:00.000-07:00

Hey FRIEND~! Everyone MUST watch this!! It made me cry everytime i watch this.
Read every single word the clip show u!!

http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/

I LOVE BEING A CHRISTIAN! GOD YOU ARE ALWAY GOOD! =D

2008-04-09T08:32:00.000-07:00

SICK... SICK...SICK!

Of all days.. Why must fall sick at this crucial period?! sigh.! =((

How to go cg tmr? and how to go church service this sat and sun?

2008-03-26T22:06:00.000-07:00

I am very glad Easter is over. I didnt hit my target. But it's not going to be the end of the world. I still have many more big days ahead for me to catch up. I served the best that I could. Some how, I do thank God for the strength, capacity and grace upon me this period of time. Sometimes, I tend to think, what if I die tomorrow and everything that I'm doing now does not hold any significance at all. What has been done, is already done, good or bad, already recorded in heaven. But come to think of it, there will still be so many things that I wished I could do in my life time. I was talking to a friend that day and she said that there's no marriage in heaven. Here on Earth, there's marriage, there's BGR, there's many many relationships. But when we reach heaven, all these things will ceased. Is that true?

Anyway I just wanna make my time here on Earth the best that I can and make sure God smiles at me saying 'well done'.

God Where is all my friend?

2008-03-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

People are too busy trying to be busy...So hard to find someone to talk to! =(
when I need a reply for all emails I sent out, there is no replies at all..
when I send out sms for my future plans, there is no response at all..
when I was sick, there is no get well msg from anyone..
when I was not seen for long, there is no sound to find out why..

Sometime i wonder izzit
I am just not that important to be looked into. Or I'm too old to be cared for...?

2008-03-05T20:08:00.000-08:00

GOOD MORNING !
I woke up really early today unlike any other day...
And i don feel tired at all. I think i really have a good night rest last night..

I am excited
Because i thinking of buying contact lens soon XD
YA!!!

2008-02-13T18:40:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WxCk4TM8GBc&feature=related

wow is a smart way to get famous.

Steven Lim is sure smart enough to make use of Edison's scandal to get himself famous.But also disgracing Singapore,our country.i think anyone seen him on street will best him :/ and i hope the people wont.

Well u all can go take a look at the comments posted on the vedio. People on other countries have been asking whether all Singaporean are like him! (the way he acts =-=).

well sometime i really hate my HAIR! Cuase i don know why i alway got bad hair day :/ I feel like changing my hairstyle soon.

ps: Anyone here has the same problem as me? haha just asking for fun!

How u get ur happiness?

2008-02-13T09:04:00.000-08:00

Someone said this;

"God, i will do all that you asked me to do, But what if I did it and i am no longer happy?"

i rmb of times when i keep asking myself: "Am i happy?" Am i happy doing what i am doing? Am i happy the decision i hav made?

U all want to know what is happiness to me? Well let me tell u my happiness is... When i do the little thing that made a big turning piont to another person....When i feel safe making a FOOL of myself in front of someone who still enjoy hanging out with me.....When i am sharing life with someone who know i am not perfect and yet still turst in me..

BUT, u nv can experience happiness untill u taste sadness and disappiontments. Well..Happiness is nv free... You hav to PAY A PRICE for it.

6 more day

2008-01-24T22:04:00.000-08:00

2008-01-24T03:00:00.000-08:00

HAHA u all will be shocked after i tell u this! hahah. it happen yesterday night.. last 2 night ago to be exact. Just the two of us..She was staring into my eyes... looking so beautiful...so Pretty! >< After that She whispered in my ear "I really like u..but i have to go" So she told me her msn (I wonder why) ... One long email address =-= And before she left she kiss me. I was like wow wow wowo! haha. First time a girl kiss me haha :P . And i woke up D= (Thx to my mom for woking me up sigh.)
Oh my gosh what a dream i had. Yes i know is a dream but its those powerful dream which u rmb even after u wake up haha. I am sure u know what i mean right? But the bad think that when i woke up i forgot the email add that she give me sigh. D=

2008-01-16T19:41:00.000-08:00

Sigh. IM FEELING SO SICK LA! Kept coughing non stop. and my body temperature seem to have be increasing .Grrrr I went to slept after eating panadols.WOKE up and felt a lilttle bit better. sigh my life would be perfect if i didn't receive m'sia ARMY letter! =( STupid m'sia! haha.. i have no mood to do anything right now..

i just feel like i should just freaking stab myself right now, just to get all that anger and crap out.
i dont know why the hell its happening and i don t know what wrong with me.MIA.!!!

Joke

2008-01-12T19:55:00.000-08:00

I am bored. So let have some lame joke =D
A: i got injured drinking milk from a cow
B: huh? i thought milk was supposed to make you stronger
A: the cow fell on me

2008-01-07T21:28:00.000-08:00

Emo band? LOL =)
Happy new year peeps
(:sorry for the late post XD

what a ~~lousy~~great way to start the year! =)

2007-12-22T10:16:00.000-08:00

hahaha today x mas service was so powerful! i so tired! Is 2.19am now haha! I feel so happy today bring 3 friend to church haha =D hope u all come back next week! God bless u all! Merry XMAS!!

2007-12-18T21:21:00.000-08:00

I am on my emo side today, I had some time by myself and somehow I had some much time and space to think about things.Like there are so many thoughts that go through my mind - What if I had not gone to church last year and keep on backslide? What if I am not doing what I'm doing now? What if friendship were never tested? There are just so many WHAT IF in my mind. Because I never know what will become of me if the What ifs ever happen. Sometimes i feel like tempting to ask "Had God forgotten about me..?"

I can never be a perfect person, I am only a human being.

2007-12-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

I am so sick today. I have fever. sigh! I miss vbs I miss church!Hope it will get better. Then tmr so i can go church again =)

Question!

2007-12-06T08:20:00.000-08:00

When I look at my ministry, I dont really know how long it will go and how far it will get. God u really want me in this ministry?

It so true.!

2007-11-29T22:08:00.000-08:00

I listen to a song call "my secret place". Yesterday night and the presence of God came.I knelt down and started crying out for help. I ask God where r u when i need u?.Then God came and told me: "Nelson, If there is no one you could talk to, lean on, cry with.. Know that I am here with outstretched arms, ready to hug, listen to you and give you strength to continue on." it is so true, I no longer have people whom I could lean on and talk anymore.I am luckly I have GOD =D And one thing I really hate 1 of my cg mate but the more i hate I need to love him/her more. Bible say need to love each other mah so ya.

Wedding dinner =D

2007-11-25T08:26:00.000-08:00

Today super happy! i and my family went to my cousin wedding dinner held at Ritz Carlton! He super rich can! per table cost around 1.8k to 2k! And we finally take family photo ^^

God.

2007-11-24T10:54:00.000-08:00

Why must there be nights when i feel so useless, empty, unlovable and ugly..God where r u ?

A LETTER TO GOD.

2007-11-23T17:08:00.000-08:00

When all can be done is to run, hide and cry,
It is so hard to continue on.
Looking around and find no one who could stop,
That streams of tears from gusting out of the very heart.
Seeing the reflection from the mirror,
Who is that boy staring straight back.
Biting the bullet becomes a constant lifestyle,
Even if it will cause all tiredness and losing of appetite.
I can't do it myself. Please don't forget about me..

2007-11-20T05:43:00.000-08:00

This is how people would say one thing of encouragement and did another thing of discouragement.

People says no matter what happened, they will fight together with you,
Yet, that's the least they would be.
People says no matter what happened, they will be behind supporting,
Yet they are behind so far that you can't see them.
People says no matter what, they will stick with you,
Yet they are the first to leave when tensions comes in.
People says thank you for all that's done,
Yet they make it seems like it has been hell for them.
People says let's do it together,
Yet they draw the line and let you do it alone.

Being human could be a scary experience.
I wonder how much pain God see this for every second He loving us...

2007-11-19T06:33:00.000-08:00

haha this is my new blog! and thx chelsea for helping me to cre8 this blog haha! =D will post more tmr haha God bless!!